15 August 2006

sometimes my friends can be bitches but i need them to be

well, that situation related to my own situation w/b... it was just pathetic & i was like 'why am i longing for this person who is not here & hasn t taken another step to be w/me (if we wants to be w/me soo much- as he says.' i think it s def. over for that ill scenario, i m not hanging onto it (from jessica)

thanks, jessica. i know i've been hanging onto the impossible. love is so complicated, so hard, but i can't hold onto it anymore. instead, i feel sad for what i've lost.

i need to smile and look forward to the future, put a brave face on: even if i don't feel brave, i must persevere.

please, be harsh to your friends when they are in love. they may be in love with someone from another country or another state or someone who's married to their sister, and afterwards, they'll thank you for the slap. j's honesty and v's honesty--both of you--i never would have disentangled myself from this mess if it wasn't for the both of you.

even if i did think you were a bitch at the time, or thought it was bitchy, i'm glad you did it.

love hurts.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

ugh... bitches... honest bitch ok. AND i prefer biyatch...

who is b? i must ve meant someone else.

dude that was so copyrighted. i ll be sticking to the cell phone from now on w/you or talking in person is even better, cells have those recorder things. next you d be recording what i say on the phone & then posting the audio on yr blog. haha...

V said...

Anytime you want me to be a biyatch, just let me know ;) I'm here for you!